I get up again and stuff.

Just when things look like they are going to be awesome forever, something happens to remind you that life sometimes sucks. You get slapped in the face and put in your place.

I like to live life by the fullest. Grab it by the reins while spurring and hang on.

I guess I need to learn to slow down a little bit. But I don't want to. Slow sucks. Getting knocked down sucks. Getting backup gets tougher and tougher.

Time has been flying by and times have been great for a little over a year. I was doing good. Minding my P's and Q's. Following doctor's orders. Doing what they tell me. Still, I get knocked down.

Of course it has to happen this time of year. My favorite time of year. Hunting season. Three weeks away from a tag I haven't had in 10 years. I think I was looking forward to it too much. Looking too far in advance. I guess you have to live for now. Not next week. Live for today. Not next month.

You would think you would get used to getting older. But I think it is getting harder to get used to. I want shit to happen. Time is ticking. I know I will prevail. I always do until I don't… That was supposed to be funny. I am giggling. Are you?

But I know I will prevail with the help I get from everyone around me. You are the best. Couldn't ask for more. I have said this before and I will say it again. My situation couldn't have happened to a better suited person because of the support I get.

Life doesn't suck. It never will. Just some moments suck. But moments fade. Life doesn't. Tomorrow will be better. The next day even better. I know this because I have been through the battle before and I know I can take a whole lot more…

Thanks for reading, Clint.